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Hell Is Self

from Hellish by Carnist

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    CARNIST hail from London and Austria and featured ex and current members of a ton of bands (Fall Of Efrafa, Light bearer, Plague Mass, Shels, Anopheli) CARNIST began their tirade against the meat and dairy industry with 2012's "Unlearn." HELLISH feels like a very different, more concise release, a much heavier D beat crust punk has replaced the more melodic hardcore of their previous effort, yet still retains moments of melancholy melody reminiscent of HIS HERO IS GONE. HELLISH features spoken word specifically recorded for this EP by Social Psychologist Melanie Joy, who coined the concept of Carnism, from which the band takes its name, The LP comes on clear and black 10" vinyl with printed inner sleeves.

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    CARNIST hail from London and Austria and featured ex and current members of a ton of bands (Fall Of Efrafa, Light bearer, Plague Mass, Shels, Anopheli) CARNIST began their tirade against the meat and dairy industry with 2012's "Unlearn." HELLISH feels like a very different, more concise release, a much heavier D beat crust punk has replaced the more melodic hardcore of their previous effort, yet still retains moments of melancholy melody reminiscent of HIS HERO IS GONE. HELLISH features spoken word specifically recorded for this EP by Social Psychologist Melanie Joy, who coined the concept of Carnism, from which the band takes its name, The LP comes on clear and black 10" vinyl with printed inner sleeves.

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    Includes unlimited streaming of Hellish via the free Bandcamp app, plus high-quality download in MP3, FLAC and more.
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lyrics

Hell is self


I carry this stone
upon the nape of my neck
I hunch lower and lower
I feel lower and lower

fear is my keeper
languish in dread
fear inadequacy
fear of not achieving enough

I find so much solace
in creativity and friendship
yet it nags at me to criticise
and deconstruct all that I do

I do not want to endure
what I self inflict,
I am not a fan of this
no not one fucking bit

we are greater than the sum of our fears
we are greater than our anxieties
not governed by lack of confidence
we are someone, I am someone

I find so much solace
in creativity and friendship
yet it nags at me to criticise
and deconstruct all that I do

I do not want to endure
what I self inflict,
I am not a fan of this
no not one fucking bit

every time

every time I have to stay in
every awkward day in my skin
every single panic attack
Damned If I will let it win

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from Hellish, released September 23, 2015

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